A Test from Him

I know that this is just another test from Allah but man, it hurts. 

I know I can get this over with, shutting down everything I need to. 

   it just needs some adjustment.

I need to guard my heart from now on and not bow down to the idea of 'love' nowadays. 

The friends that left me will always have a special place in my heart though some left me like I never existed when I didn't know what I did wrong...I guess I never will but my heart is content with that.

and some left me because they have girlfriends and it's fine. If I were the girl I would be mad when my boyfriend still contact other girls. So I understand 😂 

They say people come and go in our life to give us a lesson. So thank you for all the lessons peeps. 

I guess Allah misses me and I've been too busy chasing people instead of Him.