Do you ever feel lonely in a group of friends?
Do you ever feel like you cant fit in even with your close friends?
Do you ever feel like people hate you?
You can feel the aura of hatred whispering “nobody likes you” and there’s nothing you can do but cry on the inside.
Do you ever feel like no one remembers you?
No one to talk to. No one cares. No one you can really trust.
I don’t want to fall deep inside this darkness again. I hate it.
I don’t want to cry myself to sleep. I don’t want to think about the “what ifs”.
I just want to run away from it all. And I wonder if I can cure myself from this.
Secretly I know. I know what calms me. It’s doing the opposite : shout and cry until I’m weak.
But I can’t really do that. I even thought of buying some medicines, going to a therapist but all that costs me money. And I ain’t paying for a therapist. Besides, it’s not like I can pour my soul and heart out to a stranger aite?
